So I know this is depressing much like many things I discuss but there was something that really appealed to me in this. Maybe because it seems like the author was still fighting despite of the opposition.
There was no author nor a title.
This darkness inside has taken over. This darkness inside has eaten away my spirit. This darkness inside has triumphed over me. This darkness...This Darkness... THIS DARKNESS.
I used to have spunk. I used to have vitality. I used to be free. I used to have light. I used to... I Used To... I USED TO....
I fell in love before and felt alive. I fell in love before and loved falling. I fell in love before and crashed at the bottom. I fell...I Fell...I FELL....
I broke someones heart trying to get free. I broke someones heart trying to save me. I broke someones heart and its killing me. I broke...I Broke...I BROKE....
I am broken beyond repair. I am broken from the one I used to be. I am broken because of me. I am broken...I Am Broken... I AM BROKEN...
I do not cry because the tears burn. I do not cry it changes nothing. I do not cry because only darkness comforts me. I do not...I Do Not... I DO NOT....
I am here alive but not living. I am here alive with no feeling. I am here alive with all this darkness. I am alive with a washed out purpose. I am here alive but living as a ghost. I am here...I Am Here... I AM HERE...
Just let me go be alone. Just let me go and be hollow instead. Just let me go on. Just let me go, get out of me! Let me go...Let Me Go...LET ME GO...
Darkness.
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