I wanted to take the time to say thank you to all the people who have supported lately. They have put up with my bitchy moods and the slight depression was feeling. One day I will have the money to pay everyone back or provide "gifts" to everyone who has helped me out. I can never express the gratitude I feel. When shit goes down hill I tend to retreat into myself and thanks to those who love me they pull me out before everything consumes me. It is a great feeling to know that people care and that I am not alone. I felt alone for a long time which led me to make some really stupid choices. I am trying so hard now to put my life back together and I have been luckier than most to have amazing friends, family, coworkers and a future husband to help me reassemble the mess I created.
My point is instead of focusing on the negative things in your life try to see all the good things you have going for you. If you need help you will find it in the most unexpected places. Life sucks and sometimes it feels like your fighting a war just to eek out a living but ask your self this. Am I really living? Am I appreciating the little things? Because it is the little things that make life worth living. So start living and don't let your problems consume you.